I have a choice to make
Do I walk or do I run
The path ahead
Or the path behind
Do I state the day
Or let it lay
Am I here
Or did yesterday keep me
I see the Sun
And I see tomorrow
Calling me
Luring me
With hope
With love
I see the past
Lessons learned
History made
A messy bed
Dreams half dead
An easy choice tomorrow is
Tomorrow is my choice
And towards the Sun I run

Tell me your beautiful lies
Make me immortal with a touch of your hand
Be the wine in the skin
The ice on my lips
Flow into me like the rivers to the sea
When all is said and done
Remember our first kiss
Our first embrace
And tell me you never loved me
A temporary joy, a momentary pleasure
Am I to be your boy?
A dirty carnal treasure?
I laugh at the rest
No one can compare
To the way I make you moan
When before me you lay bare

When you feel rain upon your skin
Remember who you are
A child of love, to God you're kin
A remnant of a star
When weather threatens your new bloom
When winds howl about
Laugh aloud in the face of Doom
Give to Death a shout
Remember your hope rest above
So let your heart be warmed
For you were made with Heavens love
In blood and fire were formed

In my world we'll never find rooms with locked doors
Close your eyes and feel the burn of my body upon yours
Feast upon the love I give and be a part of me
Say you'll stay the night my love, we'll sleep out by the Sea
In violet robes we'll spend the hours laughing in the breeze
And watch the Eagles lay their heads in tops of Black Pine trees
The wind will howl, stars will burn and skin will start to sweat
A rhythmic night of making love that we won't forget

I can't give in
I have to win
A fierce desire
Set within
Lay down your pride
In me confide
My love inside
I will slide
Into me moan
And we'll have grown
Strong together
Like a stone
So be of peace
I will not cease
You'll see my Love
For you increase

Stay in the lines
Read all the signs
Make a grown man out of a boy
Temper the flame
Call him by name
Careful his soul not to destroy
A man will stand
And offer his hand
To the youth in need of love
He will speak truth
And give to the youth
Wisdom that fits like a glove

It's the way they say not today when I play things my way
That has me stating and debating my thoughts on creating
Words of life not of strife to edify and testify.
To bring smiles that wear for miles all the while uplifting hearts
Is my task so I bask in the glow and flow of words.
But lest they be empty sounds I will fill them and till them with Love
For all of you my friends

Wipe the sweat from my brow
Taste the salt on my skin
You don't know, I'll show you how
Your head will start to spin
A winding road is what we ride
When our bodies are entwined
Match me love, stride for stride
Put your flesh into the grind
No one cares about your cries
Just go ahead and moan
Once done, again I'll rise
Giving pleasure you've never known

Nothing can compare
To the treasure I've found in you
To the woman that you are
To things that you do
I'm still amazed at how your eyes
Say everything you can't
And how your lips
Whisper what's in your heart
What I feel when I'm with you
Is something like...
every smile ever given
every hug ever received
every kiss ever tasted
every rose ever held
every sigh ever breathed
All wrapped up in an instant

To be here today,
I'd face every pain again,
Feel every heartbreak,
Watch every tear fall.
To be by your side,
I'd wade the tides,
And cross the valleys,
Endure the Sun.
To kiss your lips,
I"d wage a war,
Fight the hordes
Of negativity.
Everything has led me here.
Though nothing is permanent,
My Love will grow
And you will know
My words for you are not empty

Reality

There is no reality other than the reality of you when we are together. I didn't want to leave my reality to face reality when the reality I was experiencing was so much more amazing than the consensus truth. That consensus truth being that one needs to work to pay bills. Truth itself is unremarkable unless it is perceived by an individual to have direct consequences upon emotional perceptions. The truth of your love has a direct effect on my person causing physical changes in my body and emotional responses such as happiness, elation and joy. So, I state that the truth of your Love is my reality : )

You can make the Sun sweet on my tongue
Open eyes filled with flame
I saw you smiling from the top of the world
Lost myself when I spoke your name
Let's lay in the woods and feel the fire
Wrap itself around our flesh
A burning thirst and focused desire
We will feel as our bodies mesh
We'll wrap ourselves with the stars
And bathe in the moonlight
Making love will sooth the scars
And Love we'll find when we unite

When I start to miss you
I close my eyes
And when I do I see your face
And your smile
Your lips touching mine
My hand on your cheek
I breathe you in when you kiss me
I feel your love wash over me
Each day without you feels like an age
Each hour with you feels like a second
Your skin on mine is heaven
Your sighs and cries a chorus
But your eyes...
Your eyes are a well
In which I fall into
Your touch is a web
From which I want no escape
You are always with me
When I close my eyes...

Say to me you'll stay with me
And spend the night in my dreams
Yes my love just wait and see
With me it's never quite as it seems
I have a secret you must know
I'll whisper it tonight in your ear
As I speak I'll also show
How to me you are so dear
With each breath I'll gaze at you
And feel your love enfold me
We both know this love is true
To my heart you hold the key

I have never seen the inside
Of a heart in bloom
I watched as a woman cried
Beside her lovers tomb
I have never seen a star fall
From its lofty height
I've never dined in a palace hall
Lit with candle light
However I have much more
Then an emperor or king
And I've sat on a dusty floor
With beggars as they sing
Because I know I have your love
I am richer by far
Then all who have lived above
And claim themselves a star

It's when I see you that my day begins

The Sun rises and sets in your eyes

Falling away from the world
I'm caught in your smile

This feeling, this laughter
Seems so much more
Than it has before

When we kiss I know you
For everything that you are
And everything I could be
I am when I'm with you

When we're together
It's perfect...

When I'm alone with you
Seems like nothing matters
But the beat of your heart.
Your smile, your laughter
Fills the empty places of my mind
And pushes out trivial things
From a day worn with trials.
I find peace.
A sense of completion
With you in my arms.
The scent of your hair,
The softness of your skin,
The love in your voice.
All the things that remind me
Of what a blessing you are.

The trees sway in the breeze
Alive and content in the morning air
The pink and orange light stirs the sky
Sunlight peeks over the mountains
And kisses the Valley
One tree at a time
The trees come alive
Birdsong and fidgeting squirrels
Bees whisper to the flowers
The flowers whisper to me
They say your name
And remind me of your smile
: )

Like a fire in my mind
Your eyes feed the flame
Into you I grind
You call out my name
A small piece of heaven
When you're in my arms
Eternity times seven
I fall for all your charms
Take this heart of mine
And you'll come to see
There's no need to find
Another love but me

It's your eyes that say to me baby lay with me
Hold me close in your arms
And when you're there with my hands in your hair
The heat sets off fire alarms
There's no way to abstain and I can't maintain
The blaze in me for you
Next time your on my bed remember what I've said
I'll prove that I am true
You know that all I need is that you concede
And take off all your lace
It's time that will tell us that this spell about us
Locks us in this embrace

Remember the bed where love was made
Where are the ties that restrained
What are the words we spoke as we laid
Plans for a love well maintained
Speak to me now of the games that we played
When you lay there bare in my bed
And recall to me love the kiss we did trade
And how to your thighs I was led
Come to my arms and take your place
Where everything just feels so right
Angel it's you I could never replace
Let's make love all through the night

Amazing
The way you looked, the way you felt
The fit of your dress
Your thighs, your eyes, your lips
Fingertips feeling the maze of you
The kiss on the couch, a tug of your hair
The way you undressed, how you laid bare
My body on yours, your eyes on mine
The breathing, the sighs,
The heat, the sweat making us wet
Again and again from when we began
And morning brought smiles
You lingered a while
Next time stay a while longer...

"Without you
The world is chaotic,
Full of blind confusion... a desperate ignorance
With you
I am a master
And the world is no longer a mystery
But a simple speck...
a fraction of who I am with you"

-Unknown

Free me from this confusion
The constant bombardment of ignorance
Society is a mass of chaos and mystery
Fueled by materialism and vanity
There hovers about a sense of spiritualism
Without responsibility
A sense of responsibility without outline
The mirror shows no reflection
only illusions
only lies

Anticipation driving me wild
A constant struggle to restrain
My body aches for your touch
Feelings that I can't explain
Give me the grace of your kiss
Placate this hunger inside
Put to rest my restlessness
Hold me till the pain subsides
The day of love draws near
I will finally feed this craving
Your body I'll feed upon
Thus ending my crazed raving
But the end is only the beginning
I will take you more and more
It's a dream like state we're living
Pleasure down to your very core

Say to me everything
hold nothing back
let your hands say what words can not
let your lips express what your heart desires
Say to me nothing
and everything at once
let your head fall back against the pillow
let your eyes close against my touch
Say to me one thing
and nothing more
let your heart feel this Ecstasy
let your body fuse into mine tonight
Don't say a word...

Your eyes I see when I dream
Your lips I taste when I wake
My room fills with the steam
Created with the love we make
Take your time on getting here
No need to rush a thing
I will gently calm your fear
When you feel the warmth I bring
A song, a dance, a passionate kiss
You'll feel your body start to shake
Your sex, my hands you'll feel the bliss
Close your eyes and feel the quake

Tomorrow is clear my dear
No more tears or fears
I'll guard your heart
And tear apart the veil
That keeps the Sun from your eyes
Just realize that my love is true
Just for you and no other
The lonely nights will take flight
And no longer be your plight
Because you sleep with my heart
Let's start
The day with a smile
For we know in a while
That our hands will meet
And lips will greet
You'll see yourself
In my eyes
I'll hear your sighs
Touch your thighs
Caress your face as our hearts race
Because at this pace
There is no place we'd rather be
Just here, you and me
Our souls aware of each other

Randy

Did you wake with the bed empty today?
Or did he in fact find reason to stay?
Is he a piece of this game that you play?
Let me know now and I'll walk away.
If your intention is not to mention
The retention of all your attention
That you give to him.
Then ease all this tension
And work on prevention
of all this dissension
between us all.
I'm not the one with whom to be untrue
So if I were you I'd rethink my view of things
That you do and say.
Because as of today I'm on my way
To being a new and improved me.
And as for you if you want to stay stuck
I wish you good luck
Have fun with your schmuck
It's more bullshit with him I foresee

Walk in the door and speak softly to me
undress, pull back the sheets.
Rest your skin on mine,
drink more wine and blur the line
of time and space
here with me tonight.
Let your body melt into me
And accept the tease.
The excitement will build
And eyes will close as pleasure finds you.
A touch, a kiss, the parting of your...
Sighs, and moans as the night deepens
The core of you shakes
Your soul inside you wakes
And a piece of that I take
with me.
So lay back and feel
The connection, it's real.
You see it too
don't you?

Passion is alive
Burning, bright, electric passion
Moving, burning, consuming passion.
Insatiable, intense and overwhelming.
It moves the mightiest men
It heats the coldest women
It tears down the highest walls
And reaches further than the deepest seas
Its touch can be as tender as a flower
Its force can destroy nations
Passion is the energy by which poets write
The source of a painters inspiration
It has the potential to create and nourish
And the capacity for destruction
Passion must be tempered with reason and logic
So that its flame is kept in check
Passion is stirred in me when I think of you
When our lips touch it pulses and shines
It ignites the furnace of my soul
And my opens the gates of my heart
Allow yourself to feel it
To taste it, to want it
My passion is for you
In this small heart
Encased in infinite potential

Speak the words we need to hear
Speak of love and tomorrow
Put to rest all earthly fear
Cast away all sorrow
Let the light of Heaven shine
Inside your lonely hearts
Love will grow like a vine
As understanding starts
My all of you my friends be blessed
Let your heart inside you smile
And know the love you have professed
Will bring returns that are worthwhile

I won't listen to the sighs and the cries that lie
All the words the turn the heart and make it start
beating and repeating the the things you've said.
The false hope and things out of scope
of what you really meant
though I've spent my time and soul
now here in this hole
of loneliness
Now I confess
I was played and I strayed from the way
I knew was true And I let my self fall for you

I have a choice to make
Do I walk or do I run
The path ahead
Or the path behind
Do I state the day
Or let it lay
Am I here
Or did yesterday keep me
I see the Sun
And I see tomorrow
Calling me
Luring me
With hope
With love
I see the past
Lessons learned
History made
A messy bed
Dreams half dead
An easy choice tomorrow
Tomorrow is my choice
And towards the Sun I run

The taste of your lips
Finally a reality
Your hair a mass of waves
The softness of your neck
held me in place
When I gazed in your eyes
I saw myself
And all I could be with you
You saw the same in me
But you held back
Not enough to discourage
Just enough to bring doubt
Doubt in yourself
I see what you can't
Laughter, smiles, joy
I see mornings
Where all I do
Is watch you sleep
I see nights
Where we make love
And days
Where the Sun smiles down
As we lay together in bed
Let yourself see
The possibilities
The blessings
Ask yourself
"Does he already have a piece of my heart?"
Let yourself love me
Or let me go

I can't wait
To get my hands in your hair
To feel the softness of your lips
The warmth of your touch
I can't wait
To hear the bells of your laughter
To feel the effect of your smile
The weight of your stare
I can't wait
For the sound of your voice
For the kindness of your words
The complexity of your soul
I can't wait
But I must and I will
Because I feel
That you will be worth
Every second of the wait...

I heard you whisper in my ear
I felt your tongue on my neck
Your hands caressed my shoulders
But I awoke a lonely wreck
I"ll look again tonight for you
My dreams will light the path
I know you'll be there in that room
Sitting there in your warm bath
Understand that I'll not play nice
Your thighs will feel my slaps
And if you think of teasing me
You be riden till you collapse

I build of myself an empire
A civilization that will not fall
The foundations poured with blood and tears
The walls held by the mortar of patience
Kindness is the currency
Compassion paves the streets
The furnaces burn with passion
And warm the hearts of all within the gates
Living here is not easy
Sacrifice and determination are key
But the rewards are great
The returns on your investments are infinite
I am this world
My heart is the gate
With me you will find love
With me the loneliness abates

I cant say exactly
What it is about you
That has me wound up like a toy
I feel a sense
Of lack of sense
Like a 16 year old school boy
Answer me this
And dont be shy
What must I do to connect
Yes, you're cautious
But my words are sincere
Though I am far from perfect
Lay down your defense
And give me a piece
Of your heart, I know you've been pained
And soon you will see
I bring nothing but love
Remember, nothing ventured, nothing gained

What are these words
But sounds to utter
What can never be spoken
Emotion so deep
That words can't contain
Can't encompass, can't describe
Love so profound
That words pale in compairison
To what my lips can express
To what my hands can say
The vocabulary of your eyes
Is where I find the poetry
Yet words still fail
To say what's in my heart
For you

I tossed and turned and as I burned
Your eyes in my mind smiled
My touch brought moans from erogenous zones
And you my dear went wild
Lets take this dream and plan a scheme
To bring it to fruition
For everyday I long so strong
To make loving you my mission
This day I wake and from dreams I take
The thoughts of our nightly fire
Rest assured dear and have no fear
You are the object of my desire

The thought of you lights a fire
A burning blue mass of desire
A flame of passion in my mind
I give my body to the grind
Let your arms encircle me
And together we will be
Colliding in in tomorrows light
Forgetting all the earthly plight
Our eyes will never look away
From each other till the end of days

Dreams, dreams, dreams
A place to run and hide
In the space of one night
I lived and then I died
I ran along the tops of clouds
Swam in the deepest seas
Had tea with the fairest maids
Climbed the tallest trees
I ran across the widest plains
Walked in the coldest land
And throughout every scenic trip
You were there to hold my hand

I held my ground
When everything in me
Was crying out for more
A taste of your lips
Is what I wanted
A piece of your heart
I feel I gained
A hope for something new
Something real
In this world of dreams
Where every heart
Feels cheated of love
Are you here too?
With me on this ride
Is your hope in the same?
Elusive notions and magic
Can you dream as I do?
In a future of discovery
Where your heart melts
Into mine
Each and every time
That our lips find each other

Close your eyes
Imagine my hands in your hair
Tugging and pulling
Kissing, caressing
Living our lives without care
Imagine a place
Where your body's mine
And my body's part of yours
The heat and the steam
Like living a dream
It's love like this that endures

Each moment with you is jewel in a box
Your eyes hold me captive in time
And I can't refuse your smile and charm
I long to make you mine
I see to your heart, amazing and true
My thoughts are running insane
Your heart is drawing me closer to you
With you I would let this love reign
Though I can admit to being a beast
Gently your waist I'd caress
Then I would slowly upon you feast
Pleasure to the point of excess

An empty room
An unmade bed
Wine splashed upon the walls
The candles burned
Half eaten bread
Another night of passion calls
We'll draw a bath
And sit and play
In water tinged with flowers
Your skin I'll bath
And here we'll stay
Sharing love for hours and hours

Take a bow my well loved friend
All eyes are upon you
Played your roll until the end

Tonight we start anew
A new script to memorize
Plus new actors too

The new roll you'll animize
And do so right on cue
Put away the old scenes

The time has now begun
And as one we'll find the means
Playing lifes rolls until we're done

When I see you I feel a rush
Of electric waves and heat
I know when my face starts to flush
It happens each time we meet
The storm is brewing inside me
A whirlwind of flesh and fire
Though it may seem rather frightening
You'll calm when you feel my desire
Take hold of the flame inside
Accept the pain and pleasure as one
Hold tight as our bodies collide
It does not stop once it has begun

Give in to the grind
A whirlwind of passion
A fire inside
Let your heart feel
What many call wrong
What good is it
To subdue your flame?
Why place the candle where it gives no light?
Feel the Sun on your skin
My hands in your hair
Taste my kiss and release
The flame of your heart
Let out the shout
And all the trapped words
Unfurl your wings
Take flight in this dream of ours
Know you are beautiful
You are mine

The morning air whispers to me
That you are not here
But the dreams I have lingering about
Calm that lonely fear
You were here last night in red
I recall the fire in your touch
And electric finger tips on skin
Black lingerie and such
The way the silk felt on my thighs
As you rubbed your legs on mine
And steam and sweat and laboured breath
The empty bottles of red wine
So though my bed is vacant now
I know that you'll return
To feel the pleasure that we create
When our passion starts to burn

What is it I see
Deep inside your heart?
Is it a tinge of doubt
Forbidding us to start?
Lay your mind to rest dear
Let your hand rest in mine
I will guide you gently
Everything will be fine
You will feel my arms
Wrap slowly round your waist
I'll tug upon your hair
And give your flower a taste
Once you take the first step
Things will fall in place
It will be like Heaven
Once my leather slaps your lace

Drink the joy
Spill the wine
Now it's time
For us to dine
Upon this flesh
In satin sheets
Enjoying all
Your lovely treats
Thrive in heat
Revel in pain
Let my love
Upon you reign
Move your hips
In time with mine
Experience all
This night devine

An August night, you lay with me while the cool breeze caressed
The moonlight shone on the waters below
Your eyes on fire with passion, as you stand there undressed

The fabric falls across your thighs and shimmers in the light
Feel the magic of my fingertips
And give to me your infinite flower for all of this night

Feel my breath on your neck as I gently make us one
Fear nothing that I bring to you
When morning comes you'll wish for me never to be done

But here and now I am alive and with you in love
Sing your song of pleasure dear
As I enter you again and again with passion from above

*21....
Your body warm against my skin
Softly, slowly hands caress
A night of passion will begin
Just as soon as you undress
It's in my dreams I see your face
And in my heart I hear your sighs
It's your lips at night I taste
And feel the fire in your eyes
The desire burning in my heart
Waiting now I feel the flame
That I felt right from the start
The day I first spoke your name

Lie to me
Spin a dream out of air
To make me believe
That the time was not wasted
Yes, a grand tale weave
Convince me of fairy tales
Of dragons and magic
Allow me to fly
up out of the tragic
Lay my head gently down
Whisper softly to me
As I foray into darkness
And walk with you by the sea

A grievous thing a heart can be swinging like a pendulum
I want it out for it's proved to be quite a bit meddlesome
Piece me together one of steel with four chambers made of gold
And spare me the pain of which I have heard and you yourself have told
Let me abide by my own rules when learning to use the thing
And if it fails to work effortlessly, it to the ground I will fling
I stand frustrated with all these games of emotion and feeling
So off to the side I bleed and wait while my metal heart is healing

They lay with gentle smiles
The covers tucked under their chins
It's contentment, and peace
That keeps them in their beds
No nightmares, or spooky sounds will wake them
I kiss their eyelids
And brush back their hair
I realize that nothing can touch them
I can rest for a while
because love keeps working
even when the world sleeps

The Fool
Don't tell me the truth
Keep my joyful lie alive
Keep your corrections and revelations
Allow me my misleading notions
my fractured truths
Let me revel in the sounds of deception
where I am laughing
Feel free to bind yourself in truth
in the chains of enlightenment
My ignorance really is bliss

It's burning in my chest,
This heart.
Though,
I can't feel you,
I can't see you,
I can't hear you.
I miss your words,
miss your eyes,
and your dark hair.
When did I go wrong?
Why am I in such pain?
G'nite my almost friend,
My almost Love.
Where ever you may be,
My I find you in my dreams.

.....
Black is black and that is that
And basically I have gone to bat
For many things and yet I bring
Not one new thing for me to sing
Of Love nor Hate though I abate
From all emotion leading to my fate
Here I rhyme and in time
You accuse me of a crime
Sit and hear, my dear, my fear
For now I readily shed a tear
For future days which lay in haze
Because I'm left here in this maze

It's a hard heart that kills.
It's a soft heart that heals.
It's a cold heart that longs for more and in the darkness feels.
It's a lone tear that falls.
Though many be held back.
It's tears of rage that have been shed that turn a pure heart black.
It's pain that digs the well.
It's joy that comes to fill it.
It's you that has my heart in shreds so just come now and kill it

Sit with me my lovely muse
Let me hear your laughter
With you I know I'll never lose
My inspiration hereafter
It's your eyes and something deeper still
That has me in a trance
Your long dark hair forever will
Ignite in me romance
Say you will give your heart
Give all you have to fate
And from me you'll never part
Just say to me you'll wait

My dreams were of you again
Your presence so real
My hands in your hair
Your skin on mine
I felt like there was no time
It stood still as we two
Locked in embrace as moonlight poured in

And then the slow rythmic movements...

The mechanical thrusts...

The frenzy that follows...

And the satisfaction that completes...

You sighed into me, things were right...

The buzz of the alarm wakes me
To a world without you
And the reality of my emptiness
Come back my friend

Diamond tears and crystal smiles
How I'd walk a million miles
To see you smile and hear your sighs
Collect the diamonds from your eyes
Make a ring and pledge my heart
Since it was yours from the start
But Now..
I want to yell and raise my voice
You were left without a choice
I've backed away and feel the rain
That comes from loving you in vain

In my dreams
A piece of heaven is gone from my sky
A void of starless space grinning at our hurt
In some sad way the thought of your smile wakes me
The Sun kisses the roses
And the morning air tickles my skin as I step outside
I miss all the beautiful lies
The wordless exchanges of love
I miss the way you knew I was thinking of you
We were doomed from the start
Forbidden, yes
Untrue, no
This memory is
A momument to what could have been
Placed in my heart
With your name upon it

Blood and wine
Roses and vines
These are the things we need
Petals a path
To a lavender bath
On your love tonight I will feed
Your thighs and sighs
Your eyes and cries
I will involve all of your senses
Wet skin and hair
Your limbs laid bare
I'll break down all your defenses

In the darkness
Our hearts will know
What solitude is.
The togetherness of loneliness.
The doubt of Love.
No one really knows
Anyone else.
Now I am here.
A machine for woe
Is what I am.
Bestowed upon you
In judgment of my sin.
I am your punishment.
And you are mine
Here in this darkness

The wine was flowing
The beer was cold
Lots of laughter
Smiles all around
New faces, new friends
But when I closed my eyes
I felt the weight of your hate
crushing my heart
That crowded room was suddenly
The loneliest place in the world
And instead of laughter
I heard pain
If pain can make a sound
I heard you
For the last time

Darkness envelopes me
Its loneliness caresses me
The coolness of nothingness.
A faint light appears
Far off like a firefly
Steady and slow
My eyes adjust as your light fills this place
The coolness is fading
The loneliness abates
Hands sweat as my mouth goes dry
The sounds of a beach lit by driftwood
The roar of consumption
Like a moth to the flame
I am drawn to you
And then your touch...
Which sets me ablaze

It's cold here

where khayee left me

my heart still burns

though the pain subsides

Nights are longer now

pancakes are tasteless

your towel still hangs there

the saffron is pink now

flavorless it sits

I burn the rice as always

the dreams were left out

on the counter they sat

till nighttime fell on them

and the maggots devoured

have you ever

wanted to say goodbye

to someone

who wasn't there?

damn

You're like a pendulum
Swinging to and fro
One day you're here next you're there
Now where did you go?,
Where does your heart lay?
Could it belong to me?
Did you think of me last night in bed?
Have you nothing to say??
I'm here waiting for you
Still waiting for a reply
Don't leave me in the dark
Talk to me or say goodbye

So I'm to blame for my hearts choice
and I'm to sit without a voice
I'm to blame for not feeling
just sitting in my pain, reeling
I'm the one without a heart
apparently lacking from the start
It's me who you want burn
Get in line and wait your turn
Hurry up tonights the night
Because tomorrow I'll be nowhere in sight

Lets open the door
And begin to explore
All the pleasure life can bring
We'll dance in the sand
And begin to expand
Our minds as love takes wing
Hear the waves crash
Across the sand dash
Caress each other with care
Make love in the caves
Laugh at the waves
These are the things we"ll share
So tear down your walls
An adventure calls
Lets run away to the sea
Meet me right here
The future, don't fear
Love will guide you and me

Last night was so long
Your voice haunting my dreams
I searched for a song
Though I only heard screams
I've given up on hope
Since I can't hear your voice
And lay bound by this rope
Since you've made your choice
So I wait for the Sun
To rise and bring light
Heart, you were the one
That I hoped would shine bright

For the day to come
Under a heart, numb
Change my smile to a frown
Keep reason held down

Inside it pains me
To see what we could be

And know that I failed
Letting you sail
Living here without you

Last night...
Thoughts of you filled my head the whole night long
This morning when I woke you were there in a song
Tanned skin and pink lips, you're eyes shine like jewels
I must admit, I was struck, I want to break all the rules
Feel my hands on your neck caressing your sweet skin
Close your eyes and realize we are about to begin
An evening of discovering the things that bring us pleasure
You will feel all my love in ways you can not measure
The next time we meet embrace and don't let go
We'll waken all desires that we thought we'd never know

It's a lonely place
Here pretending joy
8 more years, thats what I say to myself
But those years seem so far away
And your eyes are so close
And your smile is so bright
I wouldn't dare try...
I Force a laugh, force a smile
And bear the torture of being next to you
The desire to be more to you
The heartache of being let down
Reality is cruel
Like the death of a beautiful thing
The death of my heart
The death of a dream
I'm not able to put out the fire
That started when I laid eyes on you
And will end when I am no more

4*S
You're all I've been thinking of
Each restless night in bed
Your eyes I see up above
In the shadows round my head
Your dark eyes speak to me
without a sound they say
"With you is where I want to be"
I can't wait for that day...

A rope, a sash, smoldering ash, a candles dancing flame
Your face, your eyes, your glistening thighs, a love for me to tame

Our breath, our heat, our silken sheet, we have until the dawn
Night air, winds blow, blood begins flow, into you I am drawn

A kiss, my arms, your sultry charms, the stars dance above
A yawn, your hair, we are without care, the whole night spent in love

Take a moment and say hello
Lets ride a word or two
We'll in time get to know
Whether our hearts can be true
A friendly word on sunny days
Some support on the bad
We'll discover many ways
That a friendship can be had
Judge me not for this cover
I am so much more than this
Someday you may be my lover
And we'll spend our days in bliss

Last night, my plight was challenging strife
A burning, a fire, oh how I do tire of being cut deep with this knife
Your skin, I spin, each time I was brushed by your thighs
Each dance, each glance set me in a trance, locked indside your eyes
A touch, you blush when I tugged on your hair
A kiss, such bliss, yes, how I do miss making love to you in my lair

My bed waits in silent defiance
Knowing you are not here
Reach out to me and make an alliance
Use not your Love as a spear
Reaching out to the dark
...The night's are without end
Hold tight to the spark
Let not your heart bend
Think of me this very night
When you lie alone
I'll be that star shining bright
Solid like a stone

Another day goes by
We missed an opportunity
To laugh and talk and hold each others gaze
Another day looms nigh
We fall into disunity
No words, no thoughts, we wander in a haze
I speak into the night
Hoping you will hear me
Where ever you may be, alone or not
To your image I hold tight
Hear now my lonely plea
I want you back tonight, come take your spot

My hand runs through your dark hair
My arms wrap around your slim waist
Kisses and touch without care
Loving the way our lips taste
It's with thoughts of you that I dream
Making love to you in the rain
Your skin on mine creates steam
Yet I ponder all this in vain
If time were mine to command
Decisions would be made again
So we could walk on the sand
Yes, things would be much different then...

The Sun does race to find his bed
Night is falling fast
I linger on the things you've said
We're alone at last
My hands on you holding tight
Moonlight fills the room
Love is shared throughout the night
You will be my doom
When morning comes and you are gone
I'll ask the stars again
To send you back until the dawn
And we'll make Love times ten

A kiss held me
Never had I tasted such lips
I was in a daze
Let me go

Where did the time go?
A hurricane it seemed
Swept through my life

Maybe you were a dream
You couldn't have been real

Once in a lifetime
No way it could happen again
Lie to me some more
You can't forget me

Lay here a while
Open your arms to me
Veil your contempt
Everyone is gone, we're alone

The Sun has set and night does reign
So thus begins my punctual pain
Hours spent in wandering thought
How you and I have come to naught
This bed is cold and lacks its lust
My every plan has been a bust
I try each night to speak your name
Yet dreadful thoughts I can not tame
Give me this night a chance to say
My life did end when you went away

Images of you, your smile
Your legs on either side of me
My hands in your hair
Laughter in waves
Sighs by the dozen
...The rain on your face
Washes away the past
As morning slowly creeps
Unspoken thoughts waiting for
The next day and the next day and the next

How many times
have I waken to find
sorrowful rhymes
and passionate mimes
signing a tale
of promises broken
bring me the ale
lies were bespoken
A ruby, a garnet
the two look the same
a wasp, a hornet
both resemble her name

Your skin on mine
heat, sweat
We doze off in the summer shade
Your body's mine
smooth, wet
We revel in the love just made
Just lay still
you need your rest
The night is falling fast
You'll get your fill
tonight's the test
Lets hope that you can last

Bleeding out
Bleeding in
When did this day begin?
A train ride
You make demands
Your blonde hair in my hands
Pale skin
Pink lips
Your thighs on my fingertips
Blue eyes
A pale flower
My desire grows by the hour

I see you in the air, I feel you in the breeze.
Spend some time with me my love beneath the willow trees.
Your lips are what I crave, your limbs around my waste,
I'll make your body dance if you give to me a taste.
Sadistic in a good way and always full of passion,
I'll show you what it means to make love in my fashion.
A reddening of your thighs, leather across your lace,
once I'm through with you, you'll never leave this place

I saw you in my dreams. Mysterious and dark. It was a warm summer night and the stars were ablaze. You stood at my side, a bottle of wine in your left hand. I remember the smell of jasmine before I fell into the sea.

In time you will see
that once you meant all to me.
In silence you will feel
what we had was more than real.
In waking you will know
your love for him will never grow.
So go ahead and live your lie
ending each day with a sigh.
And try not to let it show
that all your smiles are forced....

Where are the words when I need them the most? A vivid aray of words for a toast. A silence is all that has taken my tongue. Your beauty has made my body grow numb. Words are now useless in the face of such light. I'll ravage your image in my dreams tonight...

A million whispers in my ear and none of them your voice. A thousaneds flowers in a room, none of them my choice. A million cries of ecstacy, sometimes single, sometimes in pairs. A thousand times I've reached for you, grasping only air. The day will come when you will be a memory, nothing more. Yet as of today I sit and wait patiently by the door

"Hope" he cried aloud that day
Many gave him heed
Promises many he did make
Yet still we are in need
Of plain truth in simple things
And hope for the poor
Yet deception is what he brings
And we are gouged even more
One day we'll make a stand
And stomach nothing more
Than calling a man a man
And casting out the whore

Were I laden with wealth and fame,
And countless treasures of many names,
I would still maintain my stance,
That I loved you at first glance.

My voice has sang your name at night.
Your eyes have been my guiding light.

Let my hands caress your face.
Offer me yourself in haste.
View me as I stand for you.
Ever be my Lover true.

Flame has tempered my desire.
Over time I do so tire.
Resolve is what drives me now,

My knee to failure will never bow.
Every man will meet his end,

Though with Death I will contend,
Outstanding will be my debt.
My life in hell I'll gladly bet.
Offer my flesh to the Sun,
Resign myself to be undone.
Reaffirming my life's pledge
Of Love around you like a hedge.
Willing will I cast aside,

Every ounce of life and pride,
Verily, to be with you
Enduring all, my heart stands true.

Spinning thoughts that make me hot
Cant get you out of my head
I picture my tongue where you would not
And tug on the braids in your head
This desire for you is too much to bear
I want to take you now
Your words say I shouldnt dare
But your eyes are telling me how

I closed my eyes and I was there
Desert wind playing in your hair

The smell of flowers filled my mind
As I took you from behind

Your waist in my hands like a fragile vase
Your lips on mine I still do taste

Skin soft like silken wears
A cry of passion through you tears

Your hands electric on my face
Your body in the sand I do trace

Those times are long since past
I knew then they would never last