It's here in this darkness
That I can see clearly
Mistakes as plain as daylight
Frustration
At not being able to go back
The stupid covers keep falling off the bed
And I keep hearing that fucking cricket
I need to sleep
4 in the morning comes way to fast when you can't sleep
And you keep running through my mind
Torturing me with that amazing smile
Those brilliant eyes
Some poor fool with his arms around you
Trying hard to be "the man"
Ha!
I have them all beat in that department
Of that I am certain
Damn, I hate you...

I still think of those nights
The hum of the fan
Candles flickering
as shadows danced on the wall
Your skin
Warm to the touch
And you complained about being cold
My hands in your hair
around your neck
The things we discussed
Life
You
Me
I suppose I should have expected
that you would leave me
Since we never spoke of us

Were I to be you, it would be true, that dance in the darkness would I
I'd be laid bare, Moonlight in my hair, dreaming of ways to fly
Through silken flesh, about I would thresh and languidly take respite
Upon waking I'd tease, bringing man to his knees, being you would be a delight!

All the things you were to me
You are to me still
All the smiles you gave for free
Like a million happy pills
When I wake I think of you
That silly laugh of yours
What my heart feels is true
Just open up the doors
Of your heart which I still love
Your crazy train of thought
Our fit was a perfect glove
For you I've always sought