It's in your eyes that I truly see
More than I could have hoped for;
more than I could have dreamed.
I see myself.
I see us.
I know who I am supposed to be,
when you're in my arms.
I feel the Sun for the first time
the way it was meant to be felt.
I hear your laughter
like a million bells ringing.
I know you're the one I'm meant to Love.
You're meant to Love me too.
The future is full of possibility.
It's full of me and you...

Es muslos dulces que quiero.
Tus labios de canela.
Su lengua dulce.
Quiero acariciar su corazón con mi boca.
Quiero tragar su alma

(((It's your honeyed thighs I crave.
Your cinnamon lips.
Your sweet tongue.
I want to caress your heart with my mouth.
I want to swallow your soul.)))

It's the dark little thoughts
Hidden from myself
That I struggle with
I know they're of you
Lurking, brooding
I feel their fire inside
They reach for you
When you walk by
Willing my arms to move
Thoughtless actions
Not without intent
Just thought
Because
The only thought
There is room for
Is of you
Your hands on my face
Your eyes rolled back
Your wetness beneath me
Your breath in my ear
Your heart in my hand

I craved you once
I crave you still
Your eyes, your hair, your lips
The wetness of your soul
The decadence of your kiss
I want to devour you
I want to taste the essence of who you are
Here tonight we are one
Here we consume one another

Brush up against me again
The first time was a tease
This time I'll take you
And break you
As I make you
Come with me
To that place we knew
Where so few
Feel the dew
Left by love
I have hours to spend
I have heartaches to mend
And an urgency for you
Place your hands on my hips
Trace my neck with your lips
And let me search inside
Your thighs
As your eyes
Convey your bliss
Let's start with a kiss
And dream tonight

Words always fall short
Not enough feeling
Not enough passion
A vague notion
Of what we want to express
These sounds we call words
They fail us at times
Missing the mark
Yet at times
They pierce our hearts
They rip our emotions
They shatter our spirits
Words can build
They can mend
At times they warm us
But words have always failed
To express what I feel
For you

It's the desire in your eyes
It's the warmth of your thighs
That keeps me holding on
It's the scent of your hair
It's your body laid bare
That makes these feeling spawn
So go ahead and moan
While you feel your body groan
I'll be gentle only for a while
For when the time is right
Love will put you in flight
It all begins with your smile

"It doesn't stain" she said

As the blood dripped on her dress

Her hair a disaster

panting

squealing

Oh the sounds coming from that thing

it was a thing right?

It had no limbs

She had cut those off

So does that make it a thing?

Its eyes are wild and full of fear

a pleading in the cornea

The scream that was stuck in its throat

bubbled and hissed

and the hollow feeling in me grew

even when

the light faded from those eyes

When she turned to kiss me

it was like nothing happened

her skin warm and slippery

her lips salty and hot

So what if she's a monster

She's beautiful and young

She keeps ME young

I tell myself I love her

even now

as my blood pours out

It's here in this darkness
That I can see clearly
Mistakes as plain as daylight
Frustration
At not being able to go back
The stupid covers keep falling off the bed
And I keep hearing that fucking cricket
I need to sleep
4 in the morning comes way to fast when you can't sleep
And you keep running through my mind
Torturing me with that amazing smile
Those brilliant eyes
Some poor fool with his arms around you
Trying hard to be "the man"
Ha!
I have them all beat in that department
Of that I am certain
Damn, I hate you...

I still think of those nights
The hum of the fan
Candles flickering
as shadows danced on the wall
Your skin
Warm to the touch
And you complained about being cold
My hands in your hair
around your neck
The things we discussed
Life
You
Me
I suppose I should have expected
that you would leave me
Since we never spoke of us

Were I to be you, it would be true, that dance in the darkness would I
I'd be laid bare, Moonlight in my hair, dreaming of ways to fly
Through silken flesh, about I would thresh and languidly take respite
Upon waking I'd tease, bringing man to his knees, being you would be a delight!

All the things you were to me
You are to me still
All the smiles you gave for free
Like a million happy pills
When I wake I think of you
That silly laugh of yours
What my heart feels is true
Just open up the doors
Of your heart which I still love
Your crazy train of thought
Our fit was a perfect glove
For you I've always sought

Close your eyes and listen
To the sounds of our night
Take your self back
Recall the candle light
Envision my hands tracing
The lines of your neck
And remember how I left
Your body such a wreck
With the energy I gave
Into the love we made
I know you miss those times
And all the games we played

In this moment I thrive
This heat, this sweat
The tangled limbs
The laboured breath of constant motion
A kiss, a lick, a bite
A parting of your inhibitions
And your legs
A filling of the want
That leaves you wanting more
Energy in electric waves
At the tips of my fingers
That flow to you
In this moment

The shape of your lips
Makes me want to
Trace their outline
With my fingertips
Then draw a line
Down your neck
To your chest
From your chest
To your thighs
Then straight
To your heart

I remember that night
The dinner
The conversation
I recall the kiss
My hands on your neck
The song that played
I remember your doubt
The hesitation
That gave way to submission
That parted you from your clothes
Which led to that night
And the nights that followed
All of them devine
And how you arrived
Again and agian and again

Grinding the hours away
The wax burns low
A rythmic pace
A tug on the sheets
"No!" she screams
As she gives in
Splitting her soul
With my aggression
My passion
"It's all in the hips", I say
As the last candle burns

When we met
I thought I had strayed
into a dream
Your skin
Hot and silky
like a summer nights breeze
Your breath
on my neck
came in gasps
Your hair in my hand
my chest on yours
and the night was ours
My love pushed
your love pushed back
and Ecstasy was born
Why did I wake up....

I keep going because of you and you and you and you.
It's a struggle at times
But because of you and you and you and you
every moment is worth it
Without you and you and you and you
life wouldn't be as bright
It's you and you and you and you
that make every moment
amazing for me

What was it to you?
Was it a piece of gum
hot from the summer sun
that needs scrapping from a shoe?
Was it the incessant barking
from the dog next door
that you can just close the window on?
Was it a fly in your drink
that you can just throw out
and pour yourself another?
Was it that squeaky wheel
on the shopping cart
at the supermarket?
Or was it the little boy
in the waiting room
who just wouldn't shut the fuck up??
I thought it was love
Guess I was wrong

I see you there in the clouds smiling down
You see my accomplishments
My defeats
My tragedies
My joy
What do you think of your little boy now? I wonder
Do you see my pride running around?
My little Me's
MY hopes and dreams
I still have my own fantasies
I know they're there
They're just buried beneath the pain I've let build
If you were here, I know you'd know what to do
I wish you were here
I need to find me again

How much should I say?
I've said way too much already
How many times do I have to say
That I don't know what to say
Which is why I always
Say the wrong thing
I never should have said
The things I did
And now you won't
Say a thing to me

I'm stuck in this moment
Saving hope for something
For someone
A flash of longing
A pang of desire
An exhausting want of you
The feel of your skin on mine
The closeness
The heat
Your arms again around me
My hands on your face
This is where we should be
Together
Again

If I cared I would care but I don't so there. Dare me to be set free of just me and accept that life is what it is. A pile of pain, a longing for gain and Never ending want. Even if I had you I would still do all the things I shouldn't. What the hell is wrong with me? I can't keep doing this...

It's a shame that the heart from the start is deceiving yet believing in things spoken. A word, a token, a pact to distract from the real feeling which left me reeling. So what, it's enough that you tried, no, you lied and I died a little that day. I say this way is right but you insist I don't understand yet in my hand is my heart in pieces and parts. What's to know? That you bestow a blow with your rationale that reasons with only you? I heard the words, I heard the claims but I still blame only myself for believing in the illusion you fed me

I spend my days thinking about you
What could have been
A kiss that blossomed
Where our embrace led to
The love we made
Where your thighs parted to receive me
A flood of love to your core
A wave of heat that washed over you
Your face flushed
Your love wet
My mechanical gyrations
That stimulated your delicate flesh
And caused the vision to blur
As you came with me

We dream so much that
We forget to live
We expect a fairytale
But we get a slap in the face
I'm done with it
With the frivolous notions
With the romantic ideas
Screw the candles
To hell with the flowers
Give me a warm body
That asks no questions
That requires no "little things"
I'd have been better off
Being born a Tin Man
You can be damn sure
That if I ever found a heart
I'd step on it

Forgive me father for I have sinned
I fell in love and didn't win
The heart I sought to be my own
So here I sit as cold as stone
Listen please to my plea
Help me regain my sanity
I want to live free once more
So that in the clouds again I'll soar
Once again help me live
I swear that never will I give
My heart so freely to a lie
If I do, then let me die

It's this moment that I'm in
The moment is where I choose to live
No dwelling on yesterday
No worrying about tomorrow
Just enjoying each second that ticks away
Basking in the light of hope
Today
I live in and for today
For the love I've been given
For the family I'ven been blessed with
For the friends I've earned
Each moment that ticks by
Is a choice
To enjoy or mourn over
The moment is full of potential
For love, hope, joy, faith...
Live in the moment
Live in the love you've been given
Live with me...

I can play this game
A blitz of words void of emotion
A benign sincerity
I can justify the neglect
Cover it with priority
Force it down with indifference
Yet I remain true
True to my heart
True to the words I professed
I am me and you are sadly....you

I remember the nights
Where we would come together like water
Where I couldn't tell you from me
I remember your limbs on mine
Soft, flowing limbs
I didn't know where I began
And where you ended
How did we lose that good thing that was given us?
What's keeping us from reaching out
And touching the stars?
Submit to me your love
We'll start again
and again
till we find it

I can taste you even now
Your lips
Sweet like whiskey and coke
Like honey with milk
I can feel you with me
Your skin
Soft like a rose petal
Like a velvet robe
I can hear you now
Your voice
Like a wind chime
A sirens song on the water
I will have you again

Possibilities
Endless possibilities
Hopeful, glorious possibilities
That's what I see
Today is full of them
Tomorrow is sown with them
Our lives are definitely filled with them
All we have to do is take a risk
Reach out and grab a possibility

There's a way to play today
It starts with a smile
If I had things my way
You'd be here for a while
With limbs laid bare
Your tangled hair
My hands upon your hips
We'd fill the air
With steam and flair
My name flowing from your lips
Look in my eyes
And search my heart
There is no deception here
It's these ties
That will start
To drive away our fears

It's been too long
There used to be roses in the bed
The pale red warmed by our fire
Your skin came alive in my hands
Your lips, your hips, my fingertips
We kept time to the music
There were no clouds
There was no rain
Just sunshine and smiles
For miles and miles
I miss looking into your eyes
Come again and again
Say whatever you wish
It's always a pleasure to serve you

Intense heat, fire, flesh
Kisses sting, our bodies mesh
A wild song plays, hearts race
A nights time, a whirlwinds pace
Say to me you want more
Leave your robe at the door
Submit to love and be my muse
Don't delay or me you'll lose

I realize that I am
Who you think I am
But there are times when I am
Someone not myself
I am not the one
Who you think I should be
But I am not the one
Who I should like to be
A day will come when I am
That person who I wish to be
But as of today I am
Undeniably me

I saw my angel again
Like a new birth or a new day
Her face is like the Sun after a storm
She smiles and my heart jumps
Meeting her was like having all my wounds
Healed eternally
Kissing her was like honey on bread
Sweet and satisfying
Loving her was like an explosion
Rapid and extreme and complete
Saying goodbye...
That was like dying...

Speak to me in silence
Let your eyes shout the words
Let your heart give you guidance
In love as free as birds
Find the way inside your self
To Heavens shining gate
Leave your grief upon the shelf
And cast away all hate
We will sing together you and I
And burn like a star
It's for your love that I would die
I adore who you are

It's words that turn
And words that burn
That slice into the soul
It was your glance
In passing chance
That dug for me this hole
Say what you may
For on this day
I realize the game
Your words were lies
Just alibis
To cover up your shame

Seems so long ago
That I felt your touch
A thousand years
Since I heard your voice
This space is empty
And my heart is ash
But like the Phoenix
I'll rise again
The pain brings strength
The hurt bores a deeper well
So that more joy can be contained

There are tears in the rain
And blood in the Sun
A darkness that stains
As pain rivers run
A hole in the sky
A void in my heart
There was a goodbye
In your kiss from the start
Give me away
Give me the knife
I run from the day
You entered my life

There was a dream that blew away
How your eyes linger in my head
I had a friend, you could say
But in the end I was misled
A few words were thrown about
And one day I understood
At your indifference I did shout
It turns out you were no good
Twist the words to make them fit
Justify all my pain
I remember every bit
Upon my heart your game did stain