It's a lonely place
Here pretending joy
8 more years, thats what I say to myself
But those years seem so far away
And your eyes are so close
And your smile is so bright
I wouldn't dare try...
I Force a laugh, force a smile
And bear the torture of being next to you
The desire to be more to you
The heartache of being let down
Reality is cruel
Like the death of a beautiful thing
The death of my heart
The death of a dream
I'm not able to put out the fire
That started when I laid eyes on you
And will end when I am no more

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You're all I've been thinking of
Each restless night in bed
Your eyes I see up above
In the shadows round my head
Your dark eyes speak to me
without a sound they say
"With you is where I want to be"
I can't wait for that day...

A rope, a sash, smoldering ash, a candles dancing flame
Your face, your eyes, your glistening thighs, a love for me to tame

Our breath, our heat, our silken sheet, we have until the dawn
Night air, winds blow, blood begins flow, into you I am drawn

A kiss, my arms, your sultry charms, the stars dance above
A yawn, your hair, we are without care, the whole night spent in love

Take a moment and say hello
Lets ride a word or two
We'll in time get to know
Whether our hearts can be true
A friendly word on sunny days
Some support on the bad
We'll discover many ways
That a friendship can be had
Judge me not for this cover
I am so much more than this
Someday you may be my lover
And we'll spend our days in bliss

Last night, my plight was challenging strife
A burning, a fire, oh how I do tire of being cut deep with this knife
Your skin, I spin, each time I was brushed by your thighs
Each dance, each glance set me in a trance, locked indside your eyes
A touch, you blush when I tugged on your hair
A kiss, such bliss, yes, how I do miss making love to you in my lair

My bed waits in silent defiance
Knowing you are not here
Reach out to me and make an alliance
Use not your Love as a spear
Reaching out to the dark
...The night's are without end
Hold tight to the spark
Let not your heart bend
Think of me this very night
When you lie alone
I'll be that star shining bright
Solid like a stone

Another day goes by
We missed an opportunity
To laugh and talk and hold each others gaze
Another day looms nigh
We fall into disunity
No words, no thoughts, we wander in a haze
I speak into the night
Hoping you will hear me
Where ever you may be, alone or not
To your image I hold tight
Hear now my lonely plea
I want you back tonight, come take your spot

My hand runs through your dark hair
My arms wrap around your slim waist
Kisses and touch without care
Loving the way our lips taste
It's with thoughts of you that I dream
Making love to you in the rain
Your skin on mine creates steam
Yet I ponder all this in vain
If time were mine to command
Decisions would be made again
So we could walk on the sand
Yes, things would be much different then...

The Sun does race to find his bed
Night is falling fast
I linger on the things you've said
We're alone at last
My hands on you holding tight
Moonlight fills the room
Love is shared throughout the night
You will be my doom
When morning comes and you are gone
I'll ask the stars again
To send you back until the dawn
And we'll make Love times ten

A kiss held me
Never had I tasted such lips
I was in a daze
Let me go

Where did the time go?
A hurricane it seemed
Swept through my life

Maybe you were a dream
You couldn't have been real

Once in a lifetime
No way it could happen again
Lie to me some more
You can't forget me

Lay here a while
Open your arms to me
Veil your contempt
Everyone is gone, we're alone

The Sun has set and night does reign
So thus begins my punctual pain
Hours spent in wandering thought
How you and I have come to naught
This bed is cold and lacks its lust
My every plan has been a bust
I try each night to speak your name
Yet dreadful thoughts I can not tame
Give me this night a chance to say
My life did end when you went away

Images of you, your smile
Your legs on either side of me
My hands in your hair
Laughter in waves
Sighs by the dozen
...The rain on your face
Washes away the past
As morning slowly creeps
Unspoken thoughts waiting for
The next day and the next day and the next

How many times
have I waken to find
sorrowful rhymes
and passionate mimes
signing a tale
of promises broken
bring me the ale
lies were bespoken
A ruby, a garnet
the two look the same
a wasp, a hornet
both resemble her name