When I see you I feel a rush
Of electric waves and heat
I know when my face starts to flush
It happens each time we meet
The storm is brewing inside me
A whirlwind of flesh and fire
Though it may seem rather frightening
You'll calm when you feel my desire
Take hold of the flame inside
Accept the pain and pleasure as one
Hold tight as our bodies collide
It does not stop once it has begun

Give in to the grind
A whirlwind of passion
A fire inside
Let your heart feel
What many call wrong
What good is it
To subdue your flame?
Why place the candle where it gives no light?
Feel the Sun on your skin
My hands in your hair
Taste my kiss and release
The flame of your heart
Let out the shout
And all the trapped words
Unfurl your wings
Take flight in this dream of ours
Know you are beautiful
You are mine

The morning air whispers to me
That you are not here
But the dreams I have lingering about
Calm that lonely fear
You were here last night in red
I recall the fire in your touch
And electric finger tips on skin
Black lingerie and such
The way the silk felt on my thighs
As you rubbed your legs on mine
And steam and sweat and laboured breath
The empty bottles of red wine
So though my bed is vacant now
I know that you'll return
To feel the pleasure that we create
When our passion starts to burn

What is it I see
Deep inside your heart?
Is it a tinge of doubt
Forbidding us to start?
Lay your mind to rest dear
Let your hand rest in mine
I will guide you gently
Everything will be fine
You will feel my arms
Wrap slowly round your waist
I'll tug upon your hair
And give your flower a taste
Once you take the first step
Things will fall in place
It will be like Heaven
Once my leather slaps your lace

Drink the joy
Spill the wine
Now it's time
For us to dine
Upon this flesh
In satin sheets
Enjoying all
Your lovely treats
Thrive in heat
Revel in pain
Let my love
Upon you reign
Move your hips
In time with mine
Experience all
This night devine

An August night, you lay with me while the cool breeze caressed
The moonlight shone on the waters below
Your eyes on fire with passion, as you stand there undressed

The fabric falls across your thighs and shimmers in the light
Feel the magic of my fingertips
And give to me your infinite flower for all of this night

Feel my breath on your neck as I gently make us one
Fear nothing that I bring to you
When morning comes you'll wish for me never to be done

But here and now I am alive and with you in love
Sing your song of pleasure dear
As I enter you again and again with passion from above

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Your body warm against my skin
Softly, slowly hands caress
A night of passion will begin
Just as soon as you undress
It's in my dreams I see your face
And in my heart I hear your sighs
It's your lips at night I taste
And feel the fire in your eyes
The desire burning in my heart
Waiting now I feel the flame
That I felt right from the start
The day I first spoke your name

Lie to me
Spin a dream out of air
To make me believe
That the time was not wasted
Yes, a grand tale weave
Convince me of fairy tales
Of dragons and magic
Allow me to fly
up out of the tragic
Lay my head gently down
Whisper softly to me
As I foray into darkness
And walk with you by the sea

A grievous thing a heart can be swinging like a pendulum
I want it out for it's proved to be quite a bit meddlesome
Piece me together one of steel with four chambers made of gold
And spare me the pain of which I have heard and you yourself have told
Let me abide by my own rules when learning to use the thing
And if it fails to work effortlessly, it to the ground I will fling
I stand frustrated with all these games of emotion and feeling
So off to the side I bleed and wait while my metal heart is healing

They lay with gentle smiles
The covers tucked under their chins
It's contentment, and peace
That keeps them in their beds
No nightmares, or spooky sounds will wake them
I kiss their eyelids
And brush back their hair
I realize that nothing can touch them
I can rest for a while
because love keeps working
even when the world sleeps

The Fool
Don't tell me the truth
Keep my joyful lie alive
Keep your corrections and revelations
Allow me my misleading notions
my fractured truths
Let me revel in the sounds of deception
where I am laughing
Feel free to bind yourself in truth
in the chains of enlightenment
My ignorance really is bliss

It's burning in my chest,
This heart.
Though,
I can't feel you,
I can't see you,
I can't hear you.
I miss your words,
miss your eyes,
and your dark hair.
When did I go wrong?
Why am I in such pain?
G'nite my almost friend,
My almost Love.
Where ever you may be,
My I find you in my dreams.

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Black is black and that is that
And basically I have gone to bat
For many things and yet I bring
Not one new thing for me to sing
Of Love nor Hate though I abate
From all emotion leading to my fate
Here I rhyme and in time
You accuse me of a crime
Sit and hear, my dear, my fear
For now I readily shed a tear
For future days which lay in haze
Because I'm left here in this maze

It's a hard heart that kills.
It's a soft heart that heals.
It's a cold heart that longs for more and in the darkness feels.
It's a lone tear that falls.
Though many be held back.
It's tears of rage that have been shed that turn a pure heart black.
It's pain that digs the well.
It's joy that comes to fill it.
It's you that has my heart in shreds so just come now and kill it

Sit with me my lovely muse
Let me hear your laughter
With you I know I'll never lose
My inspiration hereafter
It's your eyes and something deeper still
That has me in a trance
Your long dark hair forever will
Ignite in me romance
Say you will give your heart
Give all you have to fate
And from me you'll never part
Just say to me you'll wait

My dreams were of you again
Your presence so real
My hands in your hair
Your skin on mine
I felt like there was no time
It stood still as we two
Locked in embrace as moonlight poured in

And then the slow rythmic movements...

The mechanical thrusts...

The frenzy that follows...

And the satisfaction that completes...

You sighed into me, things were right...

The buzz of the alarm wakes me
To a world without you
And the reality of my emptiness
Come back my friend

Diamond tears and crystal smiles
How I'd walk a million miles
To see you smile and hear your sighs
Collect the diamonds from your eyes
Make a ring and pledge my heart
Since it was yours from the start
But Now..
I want to yell and raise my voice
You were left without a choice
I've backed away and feel the rain
That comes from loving you in vain

In my dreams
A piece of heaven is gone from my sky
A void of starless space grinning at our hurt
In some sad way the thought of your smile wakes me
The Sun kisses the roses
And the morning air tickles my skin as I step outside
I miss all the beautiful lies
The wordless exchanges of love
I miss the way you knew I was thinking of you
We were doomed from the start
Forbidden, yes
Untrue, no
This memory is
A momument to what could have been
Placed in my heart
With your name upon it

Blood and wine
Roses and vines
These are the things we need
Petals a path
To a lavender bath
On your love tonight I will feed
Your thighs and sighs
Your eyes and cries
I will involve all of your senses
Wet skin and hair
Your limbs laid bare
I'll break down all your defenses

In the darkness
Our hearts will know
What solitude is.
The togetherness of loneliness.
The doubt of Love.
No one really knows
Anyone else.
Now I am here.
A machine for woe
Is what I am.
Bestowed upon you
In judgment of my sin.
I am your punishment.
And you are mine
Here in this darkness

The wine was flowing
The beer was cold
Lots of laughter
Smiles all around
New faces, new friends
But when I closed my eyes
I felt the weight of your hate
crushing my heart
That crowded room was suddenly
The loneliest place in the world
And instead of laughter
I heard pain
If pain can make a sound
I heard you
For the last time

Darkness envelopes me
Its loneliness caresses me
The coolness of nothingness.
A faint light appears
Far off like a firefly
Steady and slow
My eyes adjust as your light fills this place
The coolness is fading
The loneliness abates
Hands sweat as my mouth goes dry
The sounds of a beach lit by driftwood
The roar of consumption
Like a moth to the flame
I am drawn to you
And then your touch...
Which sets me ablaze

It's cold here

where khayee left me

my heart still burns

though the pain subsides

Nights are longer now

pancakes are tasteless

your towel still hangs there

the saffron is pink now

flavorless it sits

I burn the rice as always

the dreams were left out

on the counter they sat

till nighttime fell on them

and the maggots devoured

have you ever

wanted to say goodbye

to someone

who wasn't there?

damn

You're like a pendulum
Swinging to and fro
One day you're here next you're there
Now where did you go?,
Where does your heart lay?
Could it belong to me?
Did you think of me last night in bed?
Have you nothing to say??
I'm here waiting for you
Still waiting for a reply
Don't leave me in the dark
Talk to me or say goodbye

So I'm to blame for my hearts choice
and I'm to sit without a voice
I'm to blame for not feeling
just sitting in my pain, reeling
I'm the one without a heart
apparently lacking from the start
It's me who you want burn
Get in line and wait your turn
Hurry up tonights the night
Because tomorrow I'll be nowhere in sight

Lets open the door
And begin to explore
All the pleasure life can bring
We'll dance in the sand
And begin to expand
Our minds as love takes wing
Hear the waves crash
Across the sand dash
Caress each other with care
Make love in the caves
Laugh at the waves
These are the things we"ll share
So tear down your walls
An adventure calls
Lets run away to the sea
Meet me right here
The future, don't fear
Love will guide you and me

Last night was so long
Your voice haunting my dreams
I searched for a song
Though I only heard screams
I've given up on hope
Since I can't hear your voice
And lay bound by this rope
Since you've made your choice
So I wait for the Sun
To rise and bring light
Heart, you were the one
That I hoped would shine bright

For the day to come
Under a heart, numb
Change my smile to a frown
Keep reason held down

Inside it pains me
To see what we could be

And know that I failed
Letting you sail
Living here without you

Last night...
Thoughts of you filled my head the whole night long
This morning when I woke you were there in a song
Tanned skin and pink lips, you're eyes shine like jewels
I must admit, I was struck, I want to break all the rules
Feel my hands on your neck caressing your sweet skin
Close your eyes and realize we are about to begin
An evening of discovering the things that bring us pleasure
You will feel all my love in ways you can not measure
The next time we meet embrace and don't let go
We'll waken all desires that we thought we'd never know